Will I ever see her again?

We met by chance,
How magical it was, that one glance.
Our late night talks,
Our early morning walks.

One fine day, I finally confessed,
 the feelings were all messed.
The thought that came
 from within somewhere,
While playing with her tangles of hair,
As soft as fur.
I told her what I really felt for her
But, I could see the confused look
Forgetting everything, her head she shook
She said something that i coudn't guess
The only word I could gather was ‘yes’.

Yes, I was happy,
Happy mood engulfed me.
All of a sudden, I had turned into a cheerful soul
I was feeling on top of the world.
I was on cloud nine
Coz she was all mine. 
The days were dancing
They were merry,
Everything was coming alive
It was bliss for me.

Ever since she came in my life,
My life took a different turn.
I made her days special with presents and roses,
And captured her moments with different poses.
She used to finish my every sentence with a smile.
I missed her badly even if she went away for a while.
I saw the dreams of spending seven lives together,
I knew she'll make me better.
She'll make me pure!
With her soothing smile, my every sickness
She used to cure.

After a year or so , she broke up .
I thought it was a nightmare ,
Suddenly I woke up.
And saw it with my open eyes,
The Day drenched with doubts and lies.
She was gone,
N i was left alone.
With the memories and only memories.

Was that my fault?
To you, all my love I gave .
I was sensitive, stupid and naive?

Today when I look at your old photographs ,
Memories we shared full of laughs .
The lanes we walked
The stuffs we talked
The places we did visit
The candles you lit..
Are all waiting...
For you to answer.
Will they ever see you again?

Precipating as weather ,
She  came from somewhere,
Then evaporated ,
Leaving only the memories.
Will I ever see her again?

MISSING YOU ALWAYS!

When I was a kid, we had a pet dog, 
Jimmy was his name,
Whenever I came out to play, used to run after me,
Copy my actions, exactly the same!
Meat and bread was his favorite dish,
‘May  he remain forever with me’ was my only wish.
I remember, once it was raining and I fell into a big hole,
Others were making fun but he was there to help and
console.
It had always been fun playing with him,
From the morning till the dim.
His bark was so funny and familiar,
But, he was a small puppy like a newly blossomed bud,
The only thought which made me fear.
Once, we had to leave for our village, so we left him with our neighbors,
Everyday, I felt his absence and missed the feel of his soft white furs.
Two weeks later, from a weary journey, we came back,
Ambience was quite bizarre and there was something which it did lack. 
I went to my neighbors to check for my little pet,
They were standing numb and Jimmy was nowhere to be seen, not even in his net.
I called his name and searched for him in the garden and under the tree,
The only question pondering over in my mind was ‘where could he be’?
My mom came from behind and said, ‘‘He went up above in the sky’’,
Tears rolled down my cheeks and I looked up to bid him ‘goodbye’!
Later, I was told by my dad, the actual cause,
Jimmy had a brave clash with the big dogs!
That very moment, I recalled my fear,
The only words I could say to him were ‘sorry and I miss you dear’.  

ये कैसा जहां है ?

 वो हादसा ही था 
 जिसने मुझे अंदर से दिया मार ,

 टूट चुकी थी मैं ,
 हुई थी मेरे जीवन की सबसे बड़ी हार ।

 बचा ही नहीं सकी अपनी बच्ची को,
 इन काफीरों ने उसे मार डाला ,

 वो फल नसीब हुआ ही कहाँ ?
 जिसके पेड़ को अपने हाथो से बढ़ाया और पाला ।

 वो रोने की अावाज ,
 वो खिलखिलाती हंसी,
 सुनने के लिए तरसते थे कान,

 क्या किमत है मां के ममता की ,
 और कहाँ वो ननही सी जान ?

 जो ये दुनिया देखने से पहले ही
 छोड़ गई अपने प्राण ।

 आंखो से ये अांसु , अब रुकते कहाँ है,
 भावनाअों की कोई कीमत नहीं ?
 ये कैसा जहां है ?
                           

Sometimes it's okay to go!

She was in her so called last days .
The last stage of life .

A strange thing has happened.
She has opened her old diary after a very long time.
She smiled and thought ...She would write a story of her  life.
And the leaves of her brown diary resembled her old age.
Ripped. Rusted.  Damaged. Dull.
Recalling each moment she thought was worth mentioning.
The things she'd done.
The people she had met and known .
The emotions she had experienced .
The places she had been.

And gradually words became lines , lines  to paragraphs and paragraphs turned to pages.
She didn't realise that her life had been a roller coaster .
Ups and downs,
Smiles and frowns...
She could look back at the days ,
And how they went at their own pace .
Putting her life events on the pages ,
Describing her past ages.

Her mind was filled with beautiful things,
She started from where she got her wings .

And ended it where she lost her feathers ,
How her life had changed its weathers .

Regrets .
Sadness.
Guilt .
Anger ....
She has counted all the limes
but more were the happy times.

Now she was contented ,
As...She has answered all the what , who , where  and when.
And guess what ...
She accidentally dropped her pen .
Yes...
Her story was over
But she was no more..

19 COOL UNKNOWN ANDROID APPS- list of awesome apps that most of us really dont know

hey there, android users!
whenever we opem playstore to look for our favourite apps, the apps which are rated good grab our attention the most, and we end up downloading them.
guys , most of us are not aware of the fact but there are other apps also which have their coolness and awesomeness waiting for you to experience .
and to break this suspense we have list of 19 apps:-

1) Bykup
join as rider(take lift)
    or
join as biker(give lift)and earn
using geo map. app finds people giving or
taking lift on your chosen route.





2) UC music
one of the best music player.
you get this player by default by installing
UC browser. in this cool player,you can equilise and
select to play best suited to your earphones.




3) Parallel space
ever wondered how to use multiple whatsapp accounts
on a single mobile. yes now you can do this with this
single app. you can even do the same with hike.





4) Turbo cleaner
*fast and clean booster
*clean junk files
*power saving app
*take less memory than any other app





5) Click india jobs
*full time/part time jobs locally






6) Follow cop
*find who unfollowed you on instagram
and many more




7) Bobble keyboard with stickers
*share cute stickers with your facedirectly from keyboard
to whatsapp . you can even save it.





8) Internshala
*find & apply to the best internship in india and abroad





9) Pocket
*read later from internet by saving it pocket
*it can be article ,video or link






10) Timehop
what were you doing on same day last year, or two years
 back or 3 years back.timehop brings all that together.
fb,insta,twitter,foursquare and replays your past.

11) Djay 2
*mix the music on your device or from spotify.
*detailed mixing work.







12) Google translater
*translate between 103 languages.
*offline translate between 52 languages.
*camera translate between 29 languages
*conversation audio translate instantly between 32 languages.



13) Airdroid
*free access to your phone from computer
*transfer files to computer
*backup
*sync



14) Unclouded
*see which files or folders are using more of your storage
*find duplicate files
*search files
*manage your dropbox and google drive and even one drive.




15) The money lender
keep track on all lent and borrowed money









16) Solid explorer
*powerfull file manager
*cloud manage
*with root explorer
*protect file with password





17) Swift key keyboard
*type faster with predictions
*simply swipe to type
*app learns your slang and nicknames
*give themes to your keyboard
*bilingual autocorrect across 100+ language

18) Bewo
design like pro.create lovely messages with picture,stickers
and words. you can also save it on your phone.







19) Google goggles
take pictures of painting, bar code, popular landmark,
product,or any popular image.goggles finds your picture in
its database and offers you all necessary information
connected to it
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The dark night !

It was a night with a full moon,

He wanted to reach home as soon. 

Driving a car on a lone road,

He turned the music on a loud mode.

Suddenly someone came in front,

As if,  in somebody's hunt.

In haste , he put on the brakes and stopped the car,

A woman's face filled with cuts and scar .

Wearing a saree , white and shady,

He yelled , " Are you mad, hey Lady? "

But no reply came from her,

Despite she started walking like a wild creature. 

The man was scared , looking for help around,

Only could be heard was the animal's sound.

It was the feeling of being in a hell ,

He felt someone's presence and a wierd smell. 

Lookin' backseat was not that easy to dare,

Somehow he did and saw her long and unkempt hair. 

Her frightening eyes - dark red and shining bright ,

Struck by fear, he started searching ways for his flight. 

"Good morning " , all of a sudden a voice came from behind,

He woke up immediately with a heavy mind. 

"For God's sake , it was a nightmare ",

Had it been a reality , he wouldn't have been able to bear. 

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" The Charming Moon "

"Oh look !" the charming moon has come ,
One of the gifts that Nature has to give some.

It Sparkles , shimmers
 brightens and enlightens .

Spreads it's benevolence to all ,
through the light which falls
 in the dark sky like the biggest star
peeping from a distant far.

The dark night with all its might ,
Enhances it's beauty "Oh ! the white light ".

It's powers are way more magical
And majestic ,
Soothes the mundane work hectic.

 The whole world waits for its arrival ,
And it's lullaby make the children  lull (to sleep).

Does the beauty draws everybody's attention ?
Do people mention ?

If you are a human: humble and wise ,
Don't blink your eyes !

Or You will miss the magnificent view ,
'Coz people who know the worth are a few . 

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Childhood

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Where have those childhood days gone ,
When we didn't think why we were born .
The world was full of different dreams,
We could imagine the mountains and flowing streams .
Children were very fond of playing with bubble ,
But they didn't have a single percent of trouble .
Childhood was just meant to eat and play ,
We bought the chocolates but always forgot to pay.
Whether it was summer or a rainy weather,
We wanted to be with our friends all together.
But those playful days have gone ,
I pine for a new beginning with a dawn.

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Are you happy ?

Once upon a time , a kiwi with her mother, patient and a nocturnal creature .
Lived under a tree in a deep burrow,
Together happily, somewhere a little sorrow.
Their dreams as high as the sky,
The desired wish only to be able to fly.
One day, the baby remarked in  lonely tone,
"Mom , yesterday you said I have grown,
But still haven'tgot any wings,
Why God hasn't granted us such things?"
His mother replied with a sigh,
"My child, look those birds flying in the sky,
We all are not the same,
Innocence, cleverness,
Beauty or senses defines their fame.
Some birds do have sharp eyes ,
But others are clever and wise.
Some can fly high ,we can't.
Some are bigger in size but we aren't.
We are the smallest and flightless birds with a pointed beak,
 A good sense of smell makes us unique.
Don't blame Him for what he didn't provide,
Thank himfor making us unique worldwide!"

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Shades of love

Love is red ,
When I see the petals all over the bed .
It's all pink,
When just one kiss make my eyes blink.
Then it's black ,
When you touch my hair from back.
Love is bright and yellow,
When we walk together in sunshine passing the meadow.
It's all green,
When leaves fall over us and trees lean .
It tur white,
When I think of writing something during night.
It's blue ,
When I see the sky and miss you.
Love is colorful,
When I'm with you.

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AMAZING 14 USES OF OTG CABLE!! no harm in saying Oye Tussi Great(OTG)

Starting from thousands of new apps coming everyday till its features and connectivity , android always rocks . one of its feature is OTG cable use.
Hello android users , you might not be fully aware of its uses ,so to make its use more efficient and to add to your knowledge i will show how it is more serviceable in our daily lives;-


1) CONNECT A MOUSE

2) CONNECT YOUR DSLR CAMERA

3) USE GAMEPAD TO PLAY GAMES

4) CONNECT YOUR KEYBOARD

5) CONNECT 2 SPEAKERS SIMULTANEOUSLY-one from otg other from 3.5mm jack

6) CONNECT PENDRIVE -to watch movies directly from pendrive

7) CONNECT LAN CABLE-to connect internet directly

8) CHARGE YOUR PHONE FROM FRIENDS PHONE

9) CONNECT HARD DISK

10)CONNECT USB MODEM DONGLE

11)PRINT FROM SMARTPHONE 

12)USE USB LIGHT

13)USE USB FAN

14)CONNECT EXTERNAL MIC 

     THANK YOU GUYS AND ENJOY IT!!
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WHO AM I ?

I am a Rose and you are my thorn ,
You don't want me to say a word on the things which are gone.
(But what do I do about the flashbacks )
They follow me... Haunt me
Where ever I go
Making me feel helpless and low
They just don't leave me alone
Lookin' for happiness , then I cry n moan .
Its painful when you are harsh or rude
It all depends on your mood!
N Me taking the efforts to live with the change,
I don know but it's really strange..
I'm just the same
Since the time you came
Now things are different
Were straight but now they are bent
You think ..
I'm still not mature ,
There's something odd in me ,
I need to cure!
You know ...
I won't do anything which you don't want me to ,
The one who finalises  , its always you!
So tell me...
Where do I stand , tell me !
I want to know my worth , let me!
I know a rose is incomplete without a thorn,
They have to be together since the time they are born .
But who said we were "TOGETHER" ?
Things would have been much better.
You were always one step ahead...
Driving me to the ways may be.. dead?
And you never realized ...
You went so far that you left me ..behind.
And I was standing there
With a muffled mind!
Patiently waiting for you to turn around
But you were gone and I was lying ....
there on the ground
Crying and crying and crying
Now ...
I just want to be all with myself
Just like a book kept in the shelf.

I have had it enough
Following you and your laws

Just leave me the way I was...

Alone, searching for love at the strangers door,

If not , craving for more.

And this time ...

I don want you to be there...

Lifting  both of your hands to welcome me

I'll be more than happyTo see no one there 
(No one..

No one....)

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Remember you said

You said you care for me more than anybody else.

You said you don't wanna lose me.
You said I can count on you.
You said you don't like when I'm quiet .
You said you don't like when I m mad at you.
You said you like my giggling.
You said I'm the sweetest thing that has ever happened in your life!
You know what...
Now its just the words that are left!
You are long gone!
You said we shouldn't be doing this!
'twill create problems for both of US?
Is it really US...?
But...I think it's only me ..
You are , you were n you'll be d same ...
No one can change you!
"No-thing" can change you...
Remember ?? 
You only said that night !
So...Its me "not US"  who is gonna change ....
Juz bcz you wanna avoid those messed up  things 
You don't wnt them to happen 
N you won't let them happen .......
Remember ?
That very first call of yours ....
It brought a ray of happiness in my life..
N u r  leaving everything then n there. 
Now I can see things much vividly...
In a much brighter light...
Remember once you said 
"People Make friends as per their needs
Once they are done
They abandon you !" 
Today you have proved your own philosophy, your own saying.
I have always looked up to you as one of  my inspiration .
N today you have fully inspired me 
Shown me the other side of the story..
That this is how the world is...
N this is how you gotta face it.
I was too innocent
To trust ,
To believe someone....
But now...
I have realized....
Thanks for being a great inspiration !
I ll remember what you said!
N ...I ll remember you!