WHO AM I ?

I am a Rose and you are my thorn ,
You don't want me to say a word on the things which are gone.
(But what do I do about the flashbacks )
They follow me... Haunt me
Where ever I go
Making me feel helpless and low
They just don't leave me alone
Lookin' for happiness , then I cry n moan .
Its painful when you are harsh or rude
It all depends on your mood!
N Me taking the efforts to live with the change,
I don know but it's really strange..
I'm just the same
Since the time you came
Now things are different
Were straight but now they are bent
You think ..
I'm still not mature ,
There's something odd in me ,
I need to cure!
You know ...
I won't do anything which you don't want me to ,
The one who finalises  , its always you!
So tell me...
Where do I stand , tell me !
I want to know my worth , let me!
I know a rose is incomplete without a thorn,
They have to be together since the time they are born .
But who said we were "TOGETHER" ?
Things would have been much better.
You were always one step ahead...
Driving me to the ways may be.. dead?
And you never realized ...
You went so far that you left me ..behind.
And I was standing there
With a muffled mind!
Patiently waiting for you to turn around
But you were gone and I was lying ....
there on the ground
Crying and crying and crying
Now ...
I just want to be all with myself
Just like a book kept in the shelf.

I have had it enough
Following you and your laws

Just leave me the way I was...

Alone, searching for love at the strangers door,

If not , craving for more.

And this time ...

I don want you to be there...

Lifting  both of your hands to welcome me

I'll be more than happyTo see no one there 
(No one..

No one....)

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