What's wrong?

I have become a person I m not,
This wasn't the life for which I had fought!

Into pieces, my soul is breaking down,
What's left? Anger, guilt, regrets and frown.

I can see a bifurcated road in front of my eyes....
Where would it take me?
To the world of bliss or to the world of lies?

Where would I like to go?
Back in the painful past or towards the frolicking future?

My beautiful present is bidding me a goodbye,
And my past looks at me with a tempting hi!

I m not liking this at all,
Oh behold! The past has arrived.
To lift me from the great fall.

Oh yes! The fall...

The fall my only past had cause,
The fall that made me pause.
The fall that turned me strong,
The fall that told me what's wrong.
The fall I can never forget,
The fall that brought me closer to threat!

The past is waiting for me,
With open arms,
Something is bugging me,
With constant alarms.

My dearie, how can you hope to rise in a fall?
You should let it go once and for all...

You make me happy!

You make me happy,
Though we haven't met properly,
I feel we meet everyday!
And talk about random things,
whatever it may!
And yes talking to you makes my day!

The only thought that your name is my contact list makes me happy.
And as it pops up on the screen,
For a minute, I just keep staring it.
Thinking if it is reality or just a dream!
Trust me, that fantasised moment is a bliss.

Yours is a real world, I live in fantasy,
Your goals are fixed, I m a lil messy!
Poles apart.... Are we?
Still, our differences make me happy!

I judge a lot,
I pretend what I am not,
I am hungry for attention,
I love appreciation.
I must say.. All this is true..
You gave my real self to me,
That noone could ever do!
They say realisations lead you to the world of glee.
So yeah.. You make me happy.

He said one day...

He said one day,
We ll be off from this human land and will reach that far,
From where we will rise above in the sky and touch the brightest star!

He said one day,
He ll take me somewhere I would love to stay and never feel like coming back!
Then he would surprise me with different gifts in colorful packs!

He said one day, we will be all alone and you will be all mine,
Then no distance and troubles would be coming our way, it will be all fine!

He said one day,
We ll get married and become one,
We ll plan different visits, roam places and will have fun!

He said one day,
He ll make me his princess,
And would love me endless.

He said one day...

"NOT" Meant for each other!

So? My so-called-love!
Look what happened!
We lost each other!
Cause for sure, we were not meant for each other!

I knew this day would come...
Do you believe in all that?
You know those strong feelings, i felt them from the day one,
Still, I don't know why I went ahead ; Cause you know its always fun...

To desire "those stuff" you fear the most and take up impossible things!
And then it was all started, that sweet name popping up on the screen with lovely tring trings!

There was something in you, still is,
that forced me to get into this!
The very first meeting of ours,
I don't know about you but I will always remember it and will do miss!

We talked,
we argued,
we loved,
we kissed,
our love flashed,
our thoughts clashed,
And just like that time flew!
You gave your level best,
And dear you will have to appreciate my efforts too!

Because it wasn't easy for me to go beyond my limits and destroy my inner peace!
I was crazy, doing things for you, trying to please!

Trust me, those times weren't easy,
I was struggling from deep inside!
But I want you to know that i tried!

You didnt even ask me if everything was okay,
I was passing my time, becoming more quiet day by day!
Praying, Hoping that you would realise,
the value of our love and would one day come out of the worldly lies!

But you didn't and the evening you showed up,
Saucer was no more a part of the cup!

We could say your expectations differed from mine,
And mine from yours!
We couldn't fulfill each other and therefore lost!
And today, are paying a huge cost!

How did we get this far?
Without even crossing mountains and coast?
For all those months of love, shall we cheer up and raise a toast?

"Unrequited love" is what they say,
What would u call? Love quitted?